heart...please stay calm:(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
aq xsdp ati for beberape arini....
xtau nape....
germ+ bengang+saket ati+sedey+blur.....
huahuahua...:P

aq xtau nk wat pe..
ssh tol p'nyaket ni....
ape yg aq mmpu wat just doa je...
hope ORG2 YG AQ SYG slmt...
please Allah don't take my family....i've no courage to accept it...too much pressure right now...

i dunno why...
i always cry until my eye pedih2...
huhuhuhu....
its not me but i can't lie myself...lately i'm feel quite stress...
maybe i can't adapted myself to the new environment without my green suit...hahahaha
thats not the reason...
maybe i'm just miss my family....
maybe its hard for me to accept the pressure as final year student...:P

arrrrggggghhhh...too much problem right now...:(

i hope that one fine day i will find 'cahaya hidayh' from my beloved Allah...
aaarrrggghhh... i'm still crying right now....
its not easy to forgive people that cause to much pressure on me...
please do help me...
i can't ikhls kn my hati to forgive that person...its hard but i've to try

jiwe kaco..:(

waa....arini jiwe aq sgt kacau...
pasword blog sndri pon aq ley lpe...
ni pon aq xigt aq taip pe...tetibe je ley msok..huhu..

arini ari yg m'bosnkn...clas kalo ikut schedule kul 9a.m
tpi aq t'jge kul 8.59 a.m...nk g clas cmne...
mklum laa kwn setia every month aq dtg...so confirm laa xbgn subuh...hehehe

aq sgt blur arini...aq d'kaco oleh sorg laki...tp dier xnk ngaku lak ble aq dpt tau dier daa kawen...
ley lak kte gosip je 2...kpale ayh dier...pastu cover ckp kwn dier yg msj aq gne nme dier...bodo tol...
klakar gak ble aq igt...
aq tros je roger bf aq kt pct..
hahahahahaha...
kantoi d'situ...mamat ni da kawen...fuh naseb baek...kalo x maun aq kne bedal ngan bini dier....
d'smack-down nyer aq kaco laki dier...pdhl bkn aq stat pon...

adoiyaiii...!!!!

pnt aq m'lyn krenh manusia sekeliling...
cm2 rgm...
rase cm nk nangis pon ader arini...
ntah laa....tension kot..rumate aq blek ari rabu...so tgglla aq sorg2 kt blik lyn jiwg..
hahahahahahahahaha...........

esk aq de meting ngn dr.zurina...nk pilih tjk FYP...
adoi...b'mula lh satu episod idop yg srabai selama 1 thn ni....
xpe laa......
pape hl aq kne ENJOY!!!!!!!!..
lntk pi la pa nk jd..:P

aq nk jd cm gamba kt bwh ni...comel je...hahaha...puji dri sndri lak..:P

ari isnin yg m'bosn kn..

huhu...arini isnin..week 3 4 practical...
aq bgn awl gle..kul5pg...
aq grk dr pilh ke umh mas dlm kul 6 lbey am..

arini sume org cuti..c.halim bsr n kcik,c.jeff,c.nuar...
adoi...gile bosn xley grk g mne2..t'congok je kt ofis yg boring ni...
ni sme gara2 bos aq...

bos:"aqilah..i xbnrkn u g mne2 sorg2..kalo nk g kne ader tmn..i risau psl safety u"...
qila: angguk2 geleng2.."ok"

adoi..kn daa t'ikt...

kt ats table aq daa ader list keje yg kne wat...
1)kne confirm kt c.azmn (supervisor plant kot) psl piping reactor n tank...adoiyaii..kne jln2 laa ni...td aq daa jmpe c.azmn daa..aq ajk dier trn plant pas lunch...

2)kne confirm psl storage tank..ader bape?waste ape yg dsmpn?..sng je nih..hehe

3)wat repot psl comparable cost..ni aq daa siapkn daa..dr kul 8.15am smpi kul 10 lbey a.m. aq duk gam punggung aq kt kusi..yeyeyeyeye!!!

skang aq xtau nk wat ape.,..tp aq cam nk rayau2 je kt plant..skodeng2 mr.sy wat keje...
aq rse dier xcuti..huhuhuhu...bnde plg sronok aq nk wat time LI ni...usha org...
yg pnting bkn laki org n org tua..hahahaaha:P

pic2 aq n mas kt KA

ni laa bos besar aq n mas...pengarah urusan KA..en.azmanuddin haq..bley laa thn smart..yg pnting kete dier mmg t'baek..:P
ni supervisor mas... en.zizan

ni manager aq...en jeff

kabur2 je aq n mas kt blkg..tu xpnting..yg pnting gamba mamt yg ngah concentrate ni...ni laa mamat yg aq nk kenenkn ngn dila..ok x?..cm taste dier je aq rse..huhu..kurus..oldskewl..:P

jeng2...dlm rmi2 ni ader sorg mr.sy aq...hahaha..cuber teka...:P

ni lak aq yg comel..hehe...mke letih br abes keje..si mas ni sibuk lak ajk aq tgk voleey...ikt jela..kang ditgglkn aq lak..hehe

ni aq n mas...penyokong setia inceneration plant..plant aq daa klh daa awl2..huhu

adooiyaii..ader org snap lak..:P

si comel yg asik menenung ape ntah..:P

waktu ptg lak..:p

HUIHUIHUIHUI!!!!
letih se aq jln ptg ni...ader kes lak...
ader lori antu lggr chromate nyer pallet tank....kne laa aq follow eng aq...
ke knn ke kri...
aq tkg ikut je...risau gak eng aq kt aq...
takut aq letih plak...huhu

yg pnting bnde tu jd kt plan mr sy..hahaha
kt 2jam gak aq lepak kt situ...hadoi...
1/2jam yg p'tame aq lpk kt cntrol room..aq thn tlinge je laa time dorg sakat2 aq..
daa jd bnde bese daa kt sni...:)
selebeynyer aq trn plan..follow up accident tu...
drver lori tu indon...dier wat mke sposen jer..
c.zack supervisor pretreatment da mrh2 dier daa..siap suh blik kg lg..huhu
sian kt dier...pastu kne wat repot...tggu lak c.arshad ni...tp c.zack daa bgtau c.arshad jgn mara driver tu...hahaha...c.arshad xtau yg c.zack daa marah drver tu kau2...siot...

ttp kes psl tu...

smlm aq g wat lab ngan eng aq...haha...
aq da bese kalo msk lab je m'ti nk buli dak laki grup aq amek brg...
time lab1 aq ske suh nik n lan...time lab2 aq ske suh ro@yeyang@zack(tp xde la ske sgt suh dorg)...time lab biochem aq ske buli leman..hahaha

skang time practical lak aq buli2 eng aq..hahaha
aq suh dier bsh bikar laa...aq suh dier stir laa...huhu...
mmg daa badi daa kalo aq msk lab jd mls ....:P

minggu kedua LI hmpir tamat..:P

huhuhuhu....ari ini ari kames....esk jumaat..srunuknyer...
tp arini kire ari malang gak laa...
aq dtg keje awl..kul 7.47am...tpi knci loker aq ilang...t'pakse laa tunggu c.azman nk amek knci sper...adoi...aq smpi kt plant dlm kul 8.35am..naseb baek manager aq xdtg..ank dier saket..huhu...daa smpi plant br aq t'igt..hp tggl dlm loker..adoi..cmne nk contact mas ni...knci lak c.azmn g anta duplicate..huahuahua..mau nanges je rasa..huhu

yg besh nyer..although aq xpat nk attend meeting kul8am..aq nk join pon coz nk usha mr sy..haha..tetibe lak dlm kul 9.15am mr sy dtg ofis aq..pergh...rase cm nk lmpt2 je...tp aq menten senym jela...kuikui...engineer aq ni g knl kn aq ngn dier..ntah bape kali ntah dier nk knlkn...

qila:"c.alim..sy daa knl la"
mr sy: sambil senyum" ishh..cm laen mcm je bunyi"haha
qila:"haha"..aq bg senyum plg menawan kt dier..although aq xphm ape dier ckp..yg pntg dpt dgr suare..huhuhuhu...srunuknyer idop...ader gak bnde baek jd kt aq arini..hahahaha

ohh...mr.sy..:P

practical2!!

huhu...akhirnya ader gak mse aq nk update blog ni...
aq prctkl kt kualiti alam,bukit plandok...
jauh gak...20-25min gak laa dr umh mas...
kdg2 tu cpt gak ktrg smpi...mmg rempit jalanan giler babeng laa..

aq prctkl kt plant 1..mas lak kt plant 2...
kat plant tu aq n mas je p'puan..adoiyai...aq thn telinge jela kalo dorg usik...
engineer aq ckp mas lg truk kne usik..haha...
siap dorg kaco mas kt tipon lg...arini aq join meeting ngan org maintainence n engineer plant 1...mas xikot lak..adoi...aq sorg je p'puan...thn jela time dorg duk bhn aq...
dorg bhn mas gak..aq dgr citer time dorg kaco mas kt tipon,mas jwb.."saya daa ader boyfren"...xtau la kesahihan nyer...hahahahahahaha

aq ader usha 1 mamat kt plant aq ni...mr.sy...huhu...daa 2ari dier cuti...naseb baek arini dier KEJE..haha..smgt laa gak aq nk g keje..huhu..tpi dier cam batuk2..sian aq tgk dier..ceh..:P..
tp siot tul laa..time dier cuti 2ari tulah aq byk g plant dier...arini xde lak engineer aq bwk aq soli plant...kalo x bley gak aq usha2...

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

cuci mate maaaaa....arini pon time meeting aq duk kt sblh engineer kt plant mas yg aq usha...hoooraaayyy.....bahgie aq arini....:p...
aq nk update blog ni pon t'sekat2...takut manager aq nmpk...hahahahaha...mke dier ensem tp mimik mke grg...:p..tp aq tau dier baek:P