heart...please stay calm:(

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........
aq xsdp ati for beberape arini....
xtau nape....
germ+ bengang+saket ati+sedey+blur.....
huahuahua...:P

aq xtau nk wat pe..
ssh tol p'nyaket ni....
ape yg aq mmpu wat just doa je...
hope ORG2 YG AQ SYG slmt...
please Allah don't take my family....i've no courage to accept it...too much pressure right now...

i dunno why...
i always cry until my eye pedih2...
huhuhuhu....
its not me but i can't lie myself...lately i'm feel quite stress...
maybe i can't adapted myself to the new environment without my green suit...hahahaha
thats not the reason...
maybe i'm just miss my family....
maybe its hard for me to accept the pressure as final year student...:P

arrrrggggghhhh...too much problem right now...:(

i hope that one fine day i will find 'cahaya hidayh' from my beloved Allah...
aaarrrggghhh... i'm still crying right now....
its not easy to forgive people that cause to much pressure on me...
please do help me...
i can't ikhls kn my hati to forgive that person...its hard but i've to try